February 2012
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F[uuuu]...!
There’s this party I should be going to… But I feel too bloated, too gross to go. All my pretty things don’t fit me since I got out and have been fattened up. FUCK I feel like a chunk of greasy pudding. I don’t want to feel this way. I wish I could see the way I really look and wouldn’t have to see what my psyche and damaged brain makes my reflection look like. I...
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[the fear]s
At the moment I’m doing rather well. I manage to say “no” to anything I decide not to eat. I manage to tell myself, that although I may be hungry now, it is worth it. I know that I am losing weight. It feels good to finally be doing what I want and not what other people expect me to. But why am I too afraid to step on the scale? I will try sunday morning. Besides the fact that I...
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s[ome people]
So, some people feel very disturbed by my blog. I guess most of us have made that experience before, but let me tell you something…
Each impolite comment reblogged with any of my posts, will be blocked.
Each impolite message I receive will be read and possibly, if they contain enough serious content, I will reply. If not, I will do you and the time you have wasted on a...
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[sorr]y
Sorry I haven’t been posting lately. I’m sick and have been sleeping all the time and today is the first day I actually feel strong enough to leave bed and stay awake for more than 2h. Temperatures have dropped to nearly -20 here and I’m constantly freezing… Haha sometimes I think I’m freezing by just looking out of the window. The streets and trees are covered with...
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